Where do I go from now... GOD will know....

Its been a speedy 2 years since I joined my current company as a freelancer. I hardly felt its been two long years... to me I felt that I just joined the company a few months back. From a intern till now I am a AD, I guess I have come a long way and I can say I did matured alot. But now... it become a stand-still, after this last drama... my boss cancelled the telemovie due to the budget... technically I will be officially jobless for 5mth till oct!~!

I did went for 2 job interviews - one is a mnc advertising company and another is a small scale TVC, coperate video type of company. The MNC company is a co-ordinating job which require me to oversee the production company and my clients, so its more or less like a middle-man. But what I dont like is I have to dress up.... coz the people I will be meeting up with is CEO, manager, etc... The small scale TVC company only have 5 people plus the boss. Actually, I went for an interview last time and they wanted to hire me.. but I was hired by my current job as an intern, plus last time it was at geylang... i need to travel so far so I give it a miss.. after two years they are still hiring the same position. But they can't pay me as much as what my current job gave... he can only give me 2k n that is before CPF deduction.... Anyway, he says he will give me an answer this coming monday.

Part of me wanted to secure a job... part of me wish I have other freelance job so that I can do my october drama... If i manage to secure the job... I will ask for late entry and I will fly to sydney to look for bee and kiat. I wanted to go to aus... now is winter time... it will be so nice to relax at a park, read a book, walk bobo (kiat's dog) n it will be so much fun for 3 of us to get together. We can plan for a skiing trip, drinking trip, jacuzzi trip, etc... So much things to do... free lodging... free food.... wahhahaha... sound attractive enuff to go right!!!! And, bee keep on pestering me to go.... I'm praying hard LORD... show me the green light to paradise. ke ke

I'm tired also... its been a long hard run for me this 2 years... working from project after project... I guess my boss is right I have been working hard, its time for a rest.... a break.... to walk even longer road ahead of me. Its a road that I have choose to stay on, despite the fall... A friend once told me that all I need is reshift my focus... at first I dont believe in him... but now I know what it mean. When your focus is targeted, and you decided the road to take... your life seems to be full of it. I have decided my path, taken the choice, walking on to a a road of no return the day I packed myself for this journey. I no longer turning back, left what was left behind... walking further away to what I have left there, waiting for it to catch up with me one day prehaps....only GOD will know when the time comes.

I miss my gfs.. its been 40 days of no contact, due to my work. Miss the fun, wine, miss the voice of timmy... now i'm FREE~!~!~ Will catch up with them soon. Actually I have been expending my circle of friends.. meeting up alot of forum people and they are really fun people. But of coz some do bring trouble. There was this one outing, we went clubbing at Baby face. As usual, W n M likes to quarrel... and he got himself drunk. Well some people r drunk quiet, some people r drunk noisy and M is drunk violent!~!~~!~ N worst W is hot headed... slapped him coz she tell him not to drink so much and he wont listen. So that slap trigger his anger, broke some glasses... got drag out of the club by the bouncer... thought everytime will be over once we sent him home. But he refuse to get on the taxi, n W continue her quarrel till she wants to break up with him. In a fit of anger, he kicked 4 bikes that was parked there.... great, now the police is coming.... so is the CID (ooooooo the CID is a cute boy. ke ke). They tell him to stay still and keep quiet.. but no idea what happen, he siao again.. so no choice he was handcuffed and drag to the station... our drama is yet over... the 4 bike owners wanted compensation for the damage... i tell you all ah, a drunked strength is really very strong... some bike suffer from stratches... some cracked casing, some dent. We wanted W to come and settle this issue... instead she rush down to the station which is no use.. coz the police say they will only release him the next day when he is sober. So we r left alone to settle the 4 anger bike owners.... after all the commercial is finish... its already 6am!~~!~!~!~~!~!~!~! there goes my break.... how I spend on this stupid kid.... the music was lousy, so does the crowd... we din't drink enough, music is too suck to dance.... we should have stick to the plan of club hopping and all these won't have happen.... today I'm going to meet up with them to celebrate a girl 21st birthday... ke ke. 21st... sound like a very long time ago... ke ke

Okay enough of the updates... I have some photos taken during shoot with my friends... will update it when I get them.... when do i go from now... worry later after my Rain concert!!!!! Rain is coming!~!~

AQUARIUS WOMAN

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed. Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type. She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a dari ng type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love".


She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow. She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you. She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she
is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that. You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK. If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

Last 2nd transformation

My Last 2nd transformation and I'm done with my changes. ke ke. Out of insanity I chop my long hair that I have for 8 years ago.

Now I feel refresh - nice and short, and smart looking. ke ke Very happy with the result that cathsey did for me. Just have to wait patiently for another 3 more months and I will rid of my stupid braces- One last transformation.